hurts 2 know
it hurts 2 know you
i don't want to admit
that im falling again
dying to live
living to die
burning all the same
blood all over
my work and joys
tentative triumph
tempered by pessimism
no time to love
no time to hate
no time for apathy
no time for science
when im drowning
i can;t afford
yet another breakdown
im running out of time
i want, no need
a break
for my own sake
it hurt so much
i can't stop crying
i just want
the hurt to end